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Post by roxanne theresa prince on May 25, 2009 10:09:42 GMT -5
( Don't you remember? We promised never to forget )---------------------------------------------- Roxy watched Jason walk out of the room with her clothes, and looked around the room again. She hugged his pillow, and rested against it. She wasn't tired, but she knew that this would be the first night that she slept amazingly well in a really long time. She rested against the pillow and closed her eyes. She knew whe'd be here probably more now than she had been the first time she lived in Wales. Chances are she'd be sleeping here some nights now, and not just sneaking over in the middle of the night. That was teh good thing about where her new house was, it wasn't that far away, and she'd be able to get here a lot quicker if she wanted to.
Jason came back in and laid next to her, and she looked into his eyes. She missed the look of them, the feeling of them pouring into hers. She wondered if they'd always had the same loving look that he had right now. Maybe they had, and she just never noticed it. She sighed a little, and let her hand find his. She laced her fingers with his, and just relaxed. "i've said it a few different times, but i'm going to keep saying it until i feel like this is all real. I did miss you, a lot." she said, squeezing his hand. "i'm still not sure that this isn't a dream." she laughed, remembering how the day had started out. It'd been a very weird day, and it was all amazing now.
"i'd woken up, so excited that i was back here. that i was going to be able to see you and everyone else we used to hang out with. but as i got closer to the school, i started to realize that i'd been gone for five years, and that everyone, including you, had probably moved on. That i didn't actually know if you were still at this school or not. If you would recognize me if you saw me." she said, biting down on her lip. "that was when i sat on the steps. It all hit me really hard that i didn't know if i did even see you again, if you'd want to talk to me." she said, turning her head away from him. She adjusted and laid on her back, looking up at the ceiling. she kept his hand in hers, and just thought.
( tag ) jason ♥ ( word count ) 487 ( music ) law and order; svu ( notes ) blargh..
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Post by jason michael hurt on May 25, 2009 10:39:41 GMT -5
&& I still press your letters to my lips,
and cherish them in parts of me
that longed for just one kiss... _____________________________ Jason smiled as she took his hand in hers, his nearly engulfing hers in its grasp. His hands had always been rather large, but compared to Roxy's, they were enormous. He didn't really mind, though. He thought her hands were adorable; so small and feminine, Like he remembered them.
As he listened, it pained him to hear that she had thought he'd moved on. As it did the first time he'd heard her say it. Jason knew she was just trying to sort things out in her head; he was, too. He couldn't help but feel like he was dreaming. Not even two hours ago, he'd been walking to school, the fifth step in the infinite pattern he'd been living in for the last five years. Now, he was lying on his bed with a girl he hadn't spoken with in five years and they'd confessed their undying love for each other. No wonder she felt like things were too good to be true.
"I understand what you're saying, love. I must admit, there were certain things about you that called to me when I saw you on the steps. I wasn't sure if it was you, I mean..the only other time I'd seen a woman that beautiful was when she was telling me good-bye." As he spoke, his free hand stroked her cheek gingerly, his fingers playing along her jawline.
"And there were times I doubted your return, I will admit. Especially when mum and Brooke moved to France. Her words had cut me like a knife, but there was nothing that anybody could say that would make me leave. Somewhere deep down, I knew you'd come back. Makes me sound like a loyal dog, yes, but it's true." Jason laughed slightly as that thought passed his lips. "Though I doubted ever seeing you again, I never gave up on you. Ever."
As his strain of thoughts came to a conclusion, he brought her hand to his lips, laying a kiss upon her knuckles. He had a feeling he'd be doing stuff like that more often, and it was a feeling that he could definintely get used to. "Anything I can do to get you out of this dreaming state? Because this is definitely real."
(tag) Roxy ♥ (word count) 524 (music) Sirius 21 Alt. Nation; A Dustland Fairytale - The Killers (notes) rawrgh. -hug-
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Post by roxanne theresa prince on May 27, 2009 10:23:55 GMT -5
( Don't you remember? We promised never to forget )---------------------------------------------- He doubted her return, almost as much as she had at one point. But he hadn't given up on her, just as she hadn't given up on him. That thought made her smile, and feel a lot better about everything. She nodded her head and adjusted, resting her head on his chest. SHe held onto his hand still, and started to play with his fingers. He kissed her hand, and she smiled. Things were finally back to normal, and she was happy. Happier than she'd probably ever been, and she couldn't wait to actually live her life out like this now. Her and Jason were where they were supposed to be. He was almost done with school, and she still had about a year left.
He asked what he could do to get her out of her dream state, and she laughed, shaking her head. "Just lemme dream for a little bit." she said, squeezing his hand. She kissed his fingers and closed her eyes. She wanted to just lay here with him as long as she possibly could. Pulling his arm around her, she laid there quietly, just thinking again. She wasn't tired, but she was definitely comfortable. "So what have you been thinking about for the future?" She asked. She wasn't really talking about their future, just what he wanted to do when he got out of the school. What he wanted to do with his life, because she knew deep down that she'd be part of whatever he'd thought up.
"Maybe once this school year is over we could go visit your mum and Brooke." She said, just thinking out loud. She knew how much he must miss them, and how hurt he had to have been to watch them leave, but him stay here, waiting for her. "I'll go with you. They'll be happy to see that you waiting wasn't a complete waste." she said, trying to laugh a little. It would be nice for him to see them again, visit them for as long as he wanted. She kissed the palm of his hand, and smiled. "it'll be nice to visit them agian, and see them. I'm sure they've missed you just as much as you've missed them." she said.
( tag ) jason ♥ ( word count ) 455 ( music ) nothin ( notes ) massive fight last night
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Post by jason michael hurt on May 27, 2009 14:28:10 GMT -5
&& I still press your letters to my lips,
and cherish them in parts of me
that longed for just one kiss... _____________________________ Jason listened as Roxanne let her thoughts slip through her lips. Visiting Brooke and his mother would help fill the hole that they'd created, but there'd always be a distance between them after that fight. Especially when they see Roxy with him. They'd feel stupid and try and make it up to him, and he wasn't really up for the special treatment.
It just occured to him that she had said 'we' instead of 'you'. Did she really want to go with him all the way to France? That thought made him smile, his arm tightening around her slightly in response. The thought of them being together, even after they were out of school, made Jason feel happier than he'd ever felt before.
Though Roxanne still had one more year of school after this one, Jason was willing to stay here until she was done so they could go together and not have to come back. Though they probably would anyways, he didn't want to make two trips. Besides, he wanted to have as much one on one time with her as he could possibly have.
"How about we go after you're done with school? One more year couldn't possibly hurt." Jason said in response to her sugesstion. He hadn't really answered her question about the future. "Well, if you hadn't've come back, I was planning on going to the US to look for you. I don't know exactly where I would've started from, but I would've found you eventually." He knew as well as she did that he would've found her. Once he set out on something, he didn't stop until it was done.
"But now that you're here, I was thinking college. Get a high paying job. Like, CEO of some major company. Make my parents proud. You know, the usual." "And while that's going on: we could date for a while, possibly move in together, get married, have a few kids, watch them grow up and have kids of their own as we grow old together." Jason smiled as his thoughts continued on in what seemed like a rather pleasing future. He had a feeling that she would know she was a part of his life, now. He didn't need to tell her unless she wanted to hear it.
(tag) Roxy ♥ (word count) 526 (music) Feel Good Drag - Anberlin (notes) woof
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Post by roxanne theresa prince on May 28, 2009 17:26:29 GMT -5
( Don't you remember? We promised never to forget )---------------------------------------------- Jason offered to go when she was finished school, and she thought. If they waited until she was finished school here, then they could stay and visit longer, spend more time with them. And they wouldn't actually even have to come back. It wouldn't hurt to wait a year, he was right. She nodded her head slowly, and smiled a little bit. "alright. We'll wait a year until i'm finished. Then we can go and stay with them a while." she said, closing her eyes again. She couldn't help but wonder how happy that his mum and Brooke were going to be when they saw her again, would they apologize to jason for making him choose between going with them and staying? Probably.
Roxy smiled when he said that he would have gone to America to look for her, and she knew just as well as anyone else that knew him, knew that he wouldn't have stopped until he found her. But she also knew that that could have been years, and by the time he was anywhere close to finding her, she could have been back here in Wales, on her own, looking for him. How much would that suck for the both of them? Though, that's exactly what she thought about when she was sitting on the steps. What if she'd fought so hard to get back here, just to find out that he wasn't here anymore? She would have probably just told her father that they could have gone back to the states at that point.
He said that he was probably going to go to a university now, and get a really good paying job. She laughed a little and smiled. "now that would be something spectacular." she said, her voice growing quiet. She was starting to fall asleep, no matter how much she was trying to fight it. Just being with him, in his clothes, in his bed, was making her so comfortable that she was falling asleep in his arms. She'd dreamt of the feeling for so long, that it felt perfect now that she was really back there. "they're going to be really proud of you. I'm sure that they already are." Roxy said, a small yawn leaving her lips. She hugged his arms tighter, and continued trying to keep herself in a semiconsious state to be able to talk to him, and hear what he was saying.
( tag ) jason ♥ ( word count ) 491 ( music ) csi ( notes ) work sucks, i know. but i'll be at your show. blink stuck in muh head? orly?
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Post by jason michael hurt on May 28, 2009 20:26:28 GMT -5
&& I still press your letters to my lips,
and cherish them in parts of me
that longed for just one kiss... _____________________________ Jason couldn't help but smile as Roxanne tried her best to stay awake. She looked so adorable in his arms, especially when she yawned. He couldn't understand why she was so tired, though. Had she not slept last night? It was nearly lunch time, so they hadn't been up too long. He pondered on this thought for sometime before asking her.
"Why are you so tired, love?" His free hand moved, grazing her jawline softly. Jason didn't mind if she fell asleep. In the six hours he'd been up, it had been a long day for the both of them. He even considered taking a nap with her. Just so he could experience waking up beside her. Oh, that was something he had to see firsthand. And many times after that. He knew he would never love someone like he loved Roxy.
His soft strokes were quickly replaced with small, gentle kisses, starting at the base of her ear and moving slowly down to her chin. Even small things like that were enough to set his heart a flutter. Jason had wanted to be able to hold her in his arms and do things like this for so long; it made him realize just how important she was to him.
He wasn't kissing her jawline out of want for something more; just out of love. Out of a need that had been built up over countless years. It was completely up to her whether she stayed awake or fell asleep. Jason would be perfectly content either way. He could watch her sleep or sleep beside her if she chose the latter of the two.
(tag) Roxy ♥ (word count) 435 (music) Thank You - Dido (notes) say it ain't so, i will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home, nana-nana-nana-nana-na-na. my turn. -grabs hair brush- and Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii want to thaaaaaaaaaank you for givin' me the best daaaaaaaaaayyyyyy of my liiiiiiiiiiiiiiife. XD
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